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  • Listening to: Impossible - Shontelle
  • Reading: Divergent Series
  • Watching: Haikyuu!
  • Playing: LoZ: A Link Between Two Worlds
I put a lot of emotion into the music I listen too, because when everything else fails me and I am shattered, it will always be there for me. And I listen to music on an almost daily basis. Something happened today that hasnt happened in a long time. I ended up crying. Which is really weird, until I realized what I was singing... There happens to only be a very few songs that can make me burst into tears. I hate crying. I absolutely despise it. I have spent to many night crying myself to sleep, promising myself everything will turn out fine.
The best part is that everything has been going pretty well for me. I finally have found my voice again. Im beginning to be happy again. I have friends that are there for me. Even better, there happens to be a guy in my life right now. Who doesnt know what Ive gone through. He doesnt know about my scars. He doesnt care that I have a hard time trusting people, especially guys. He has only seen a fraction of who I am. And he actually likes me for who I am. I just dont understand that, people can see who you are, they see everything, the pain, the happiness, just everything. I dont even know who I truly am. Lately, Ive been questioning everything. I just wanted one thing to go right. I wanted something to be happy for. I am in the final stages of moving to the property, Ill be without everything for 3 months. This is the time I am taking to find out who I really am. He still just showed up before I left. It would seem like horrible timing, but it was perfect. I am truly terrified. I havnt had or needed to or even wanted to feel anything for almost two years. Its been proven to me many times that the only reason we have a heart, is for it to get broken. And yet, he just doesnt give a shit. He is extremely patient. And no matter what I tell him, hes not afraid to continue. He doesnt care that we wont talk for 3 months. Bcuz he knows I'll come back. I havnt had that for a long time.
Music has been the one constant in my life. Ive always had music, no matter what was happening, no matter who was there. I had my music. Its one of the most important things in my life. And Ive started smiling again. I may feel like an idiot, but it makes me happy.

Now i shall continue listening to this song on repeat, Because....well.....thats a loaded question. See ya'll in Three Months. Might be on in the next couple days. But dont count on it.

Thank You.


Impossible - Shontelle

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did

And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I
forgot
I did

And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worse
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know

Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love and words
Empty promises will wear
I know, I know

And now when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible!
Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did...

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Miw-Sher13
Monika I.L. Seitz (MoMo)
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
Last Updated 1/10/2013

Hey ya'll!!!
My name is Monika. You will see me sign on my drawings as MILSeitz or M.Seitz. Most know me by my first name, some know me by one of my many nicknames and then others know me as MiwSher, which means 'little cat' in Egyptian.

I graduated High School at the age of 15 in 2012! For High School, I went to UPrep and APL in Redding, Ca.


Since this is about our view on art, I'll start with that first. If you go through my gallery, you will find an array of pieces. I can spin wonderful tales and am working on getting as many stories up as I possibly can. I am also of a poetic nature and will thread a poem together upon the very moment it exists in life, sometimes it does not take much for a poem to come to me, other times it just refuses to live.
Most have commented on my photos, specifically of me, I will explain more about the photos of me later on. I would not consider myself a photographer, but simply a person with a camera, an imagination, and the knack of wanting to have fun. I also have a wonderful person to look up to also named Jon Tiffin, Check his gallery out also! :iconjtiffinphotography:
I love to sketch, whether it is a picture I've seen in the past and have recalled, a random object from life, a saying or from my imagination. I do not trace things, I create and will them to be my own. My trusty swords are my Sharpies. I use them all the time and am in constant need of new ones.

It really isn't a question of who I am, or exactly what I am. It is what I am comprised of that counts. I warn you now before you go on. I am a very outspoken, outgoing and have a strong personality, if you don't like it then please just go away, I don't want to cause any problems. I personally, don’t like dealing with bullshit (excuse the language). Not saying that it is, but I rather just be left out of it. I will listen to you and your comments and weigh them in. But don't always expect me to do what you want because you "said so". I love animals, cats especially. I took modeling classes when I was younger and have kept many of the things I learned throughout the years. Many tell me that I am a beautiful young woman, and the comments left on the photos of me have also spoken that opinion many times. I will randomly spell things with a 'k' in it because it's one of my quirks. I love to read, books are an important part of my life, and yes, I do fall in love with the characters. The best books are ones where a character relates to me personally. Or just is just simply a good book. I love reading Manga and Video Games are so much fun. Don't be surprised if I go on a random tangent about some person that you have no clue who or what they are. I love the color purple, and I am slightly insane and crazy. Just another part of my personality. I love my family and the friends that are closest to me. I do not usually let that many people in to my life completely, being that much has happened to me with relationships and when it concerns my heart. But once you have been placed in my heart, it is hard for you to be removed. I care about those who I know and love. I am guarded and please don't get offended if I don't tell you what's going on.

I am an Ancient Egyptian nutcase. I love it. Plain and simple.

If you are aware or Yaoi, Hentai and basically understand what a Seme and Uke are. Then you will understand when I say that I am a Flaming Uke. In one of my journals is a description and you can go to Semeuke.com and look it up there. I am under the Western Sign of Scorpio. My planets are Pluto and Mars. My elements being Water and Fire. I am truly part cat, I have many aspects of my personality, like that of a cat. I love chokers, spikes, and collars. One of these days I'm going to get my hands on a pair of cuffs and maybe even a straight-jacket.

There is one thing about me that to many is controversial, this is why I am putting it last. By the time you have read this, you know much about me and possibly will be open-minded enough to understand the truth. I am Wiccan. I worship not only God but the Goddess as well. I am rooted into nature and have many Pentagrams. I am proud to be an advocate for my religion and an advocate for the truth. I do not worship an entity called 'Satan', Satan also known as the devil are purely Christian concepts. I do not believe in an actual Satan. If you were fine up until this point of my Bio then please, I don't want any problems. All my friends know what I am, and they come from all religions. I am always happy to help people understand what being Wicca is. And if you are curious, then note me and I will explain. Or go to one of my journals, a certain person a while ago tried to argue with me about my beliefs so I went on a tangent and described in full detail what Wicca is.

And for those who are curious. Yes, I am a Witch.


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chestrockwell69 Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the fav :)
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Miw-Sher13 Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
No prob!
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MagnificentCookie Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for faving!! It means alot to me :D
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Miw-Sher13 Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey! Arent you from Australia?
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MagnificentCookie Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
YES!!
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Miw-Sher13 Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
What part?!? My bestie is from Brisbane
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Miw-Sher13 Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem!
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LostInTheMorning Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the favourite! :)
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Miw-Sher13 Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Anytime!
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Eyedowno Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2014   Traditional Artist
Thanks for the favs! :D
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